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Mabon is the mid-harvest festival, and it is when we take a few moments to honor the changing seasons, and celebrate the second harvest.
Equal hours of light and darkness
we celebrate the balance of Mabon,
and ask the gods to bless us.
For all that is bad, there is good.
For that which is despair, there is hope.
For the moments of pain, there are moments of love.
For all that falls, there is the chance to rise again.
May we find balance in our lives
as we find it in our hearts.
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My niece is starting her first day at University tomorrow,so last Friday night I held a little surprise party for her and some of her friends,including her boyfriend,who will all begin their studies at University and various other colleges tomorrow. Now in order to stock up on various 'delicacies' and other food and drink that teenagers of that age like to swallow,I consulted my supplier. My supplier is a shadowy figure who can supply just about anything at a discount price.In the past,especially around Christmas time,I very often employ his services when it comes to puchasing drinks and food,as well as the odd box of chocolates and winter clothing.The inside of his van is an Aladdin's cave of various items,all for sale at the right price. Neither I,or his many customers,enquire where or how he comes by such items. Jenny knows of his presence,and has asked me not to invite him to our house;but last Friday morning I did invite him to our house,thinking that Jenny was sound asleep after a long night shift at work on Thursday night.
Friday morning my supplier arrived and opened the back of his van.I began to peruse the items inside and chose some soft drinks and a two pork stakes. I also purchased a few boxes of chocolates and packets of Jaffa cakes.I found the price of all these agreeable and my supplier spat on his hand before I handed over my cash. He drove off,no doubt on the way to service another customer. I took my purchases into the kitchen and was startled to find Jenny sitting at the table,tapping her mobile phone and displaying an evil grin. I knew she was up to something. What followed was a lesson in under cover work that MI5 or the CIA would be proud of. Jenny had filmed,secretly, my meeting with my supplier. I pretended that I was not bothered.She demanded that I delete the footage I posses of her dancing semi nude in the bedroom,in return she will not 'accidently' as she put it, allow the footage she has of my supplier and I to fall into the hands of my older brother who is a Garda of a certain rank. I have told her to go ahead and do her worse,for I shall do mine if necessary.
My niece is wondering why Jenny and I are suddenly carring our phones every where with us and giving each other hard stares. I wonder who will crack first? I want something off Jenny,she has refused,and I am afraid that I had to resort to blackmail,but now what happens next is anyone's guess. Tomorrow morning on out commute to the city should be very interesting.My niece and her boyfriend will join us on the commute. I intend to put Jenny down big time.
Have a great week my friends and be safe.
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Working 16-20 hours a day with 3 hrs of sleep a day can defintely take a toll on your body. Im so thankful i was able to get some much needed rest and relaxation time. Hope everyone has a wonderful and blessed week ahead of them.
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Atelophobia is a condition that causes people to over think and obsess over the thought of not being good enough.
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I feel so happy when I make a difference.
Anyone know a good anger management therapist for someone who wants to teach children?
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Well I just want to say thank you to everyone that gave your feedback on my blog on my TyGrr page, it was much appreciated. I really want to thank everyone that provided their feedback respectfully. All I want to say in regards to some of the feedback is while I think that maintenance should be maintained on a regular basis, that is still no excuse for the way I talked to my mentor, and to him I will apologize when I get over being pissed at him. Other than that like I said when you are a true spanko you need to get spanked and if you’re not getting maintenance it will make you angry and misbehave when you probably shouldn’t. so I know I was angry and a little disrespectful, but I had my reasons, because I felt he didn't care about the fact it hurt so bad and that made me feel like he wasn’t taking into consideration it had been over a month since I had been spanked.
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WHO JUST FARTED?!!!!!!!!!
Have a smelly day - whoever you are (could it be the English)??
P.S. Zim777xyz is VERRRRRRRRY insulted because no one has ever asked for pictures of my arse or genitals. Pffffft!
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Hard to contain
Trying to remain
The woman who lives in the time that is now
For her heart is wild, and beating so loud.
Her actions are tamed
But her mind is enflamed
Thinking thoughts that she never will tell
Her poise is retained
All the while she engages
But deep in her heart, Her primal blood boils.
Just because she is quiet
Just because she is not fighting
Just because she is kind and giving and dear
Just because she's the one who you would never
Does not mean that inside
Her heart beats a drum
that's in time with music
That only she hears
But is all she needs
To fill her pleasure
To ignite the fire
To get all she desires
Her heart is wild like
A howl in the moon-light
Her heart is wild like
A fast running stream
Her heart is wild like
A hunger worth feeding
Her heart is wild
And no way can be tamed.
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Good morning spanko’s….I finally met up with my mentor last night, and it was one hell of a ride to say the least! I recorded the session, but not sure if I want to upload it. The reason is because I became very angry during the session, but I don’t feel I am entirely at fault, because it very hard for me to handle and accept my punishment in the beginning because number one, it’s been a few months at least two right?
You guys know it’s been a couple of months since I posted anything correct? So with that being said, my tolerance level has pretty much depleted! I actually felt like he should have took that into consideration, and when I felt like he didn’t I got angry as hell! I know I’m a major brat, but I really felt he wasn’t supposed to hit me that hard. My response was how I am supposed to get through this session with you hitting me like that!!!!
See sometimes when I get angry I snap!!!! So I did and I was cussing and yal it was fucked up lol. So I was looking at the video this morning, and I was thinking do my friends at ST really need to see how bad my temper is? Or should I edit those parts out and post the video? I guess I’m trying to get you guy’s opinion before I post.
Anyway my mentor and I discussed it calmly after my session when I was whimpering in pain, and I know I snapped but when I go without discipline for a few months I actually cannot handle it and when I get spanked im mad at the mentor for not giving me maintenance during the break and thinking I’m supposed to be compliant as hell during the return, the pain is so intense for me by this point, I really can’t take it….opinions?
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My neighbors son has been gone for 3 years and came home today. She invited me down to welcome him back.
His niece and I was sitting outside when he pulled up. He giot out the car and I about fainted. lol. Oh the Lord was good to him.
His red headed self.
Well when he came to me and hugged me up, I exclaim "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" instead of "WELCOME HOME!!" lmbo.
He just laughed and said "mmmm, I got you.."
This red head has me red hot all over.
I want to hand him a strap and bend over.
Lord help me!!!!
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OK...... So I suffer from ADHD and as a result of it I have a mild case of Kleptomania. I was on pills to help with it but my mom took me off her insurance because she said I'm grown now and I can't afford them at this point. With that said I "Feel" as if I need to punished when I do take things at times it hasn't gotten really out of control yet but I don't want to end up in jail. My mom use to wear my butt out when I got caught taking things that plus the meds kept it under control for years but now I'm older and I live in a dorm there no mom here I really on my own. I don't want people to think Im so kinda crazy sex freak I not into that type of thing at all It not about sex I just want to be better and not know as the girl who steals. I just need a real life butt beating that will bring me back to real life please don't judge me I'm just being honest. Thanks for listing to me
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It was a spanking BBS in Los Angeles in the early to mid '90s - I believe the board was located in the Valley. My wife and I were regulars there in the early days of our relationship. I wish I could find some of the stuff I posted there. I'm sure it's somewhere in that mountain of floppy disks I've been hauling around for far too long. Can you even get a drive for the 5 1/4 ones anymore?
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I posted a video and I'm excited. I know its probably sideways, but its up.
And I'm happy. Any tips would be appreciated.
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Last Sunday my niece asked me to give her a spin to the next village to meet some friends who will be attending University with her.Jenny assured me that she would do some tidying around the house and when I got back we would go for some lunch. My niece and I popped in the car and off we went. After dropping my niece off I decided to give Jen a ring to see if she wanted me to bring her back anything,there was no answer. I began to drive back to our house using my hands free phone kit,in case there are any Garda reading this post,to ring Jen again.I tried to ring her mobile and the house phone,but to no avail. I was beginning to worry. I reached the house and drove up the drive way to the sound of very loud music coming from upstairs,our bedroom to be exact. I entered the house and called for Jen;no response. I called again.I ran upstairs, the door to our bedroom was open and I was met with the most horrible,hideous and shocking sight I have seen in a long time. A sight so dastardly that my eyes began to ache.I felt like screaming out in excrutiating pain but I thought better;instead I took out my mobile phone and began to record the sight,the sight of Jenny dancing!
Now Jenny does not really dance: what she calls dancing most other people would call a convulsive fit.I stood and watched,unnoticed,as Jen,partially nude shook her head and jumped around to the sound of a 'song' I have heard her play too often,"Starlight" by Muse. I was standing in the doorway recording this event and not once did Jen look towards the door.The next song on her CD began to play and events took a turn for the worse as Jen began to 'sing'. It was more like a cry for help. Now,at this point I should have announced myself but Jen went to our walk in wardrobe and began to go through my clothes.She put on a blouse I have and began to check herslf out in the mirror.I had enough. I entered the room and switched off the music player. Jen spun around and I started to laugh.I asked had she finished the household chores but was met with a barrage of abuse.I was ordered to hand over my phone and I reminded her that she was not at work now. I ran down the stairs chased by a semi clad Jenny.Justin,our dog,began to bark and as we reached the kitchen our door bell rang,you might say I was saved by the bell.
I still have the footage of Jen on my phone and I have even uploaded it on my computer.Alas I am not evil enough to upload it on here,instead I will bide my time,there is something I want off Jenny and the footage I have will be used to get what I want. I will keep you all posted!
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Ok so yeah I have insomnia and I can’t sleep and I have to be up by 6am for more training. I would just like to say good morning, and touch basis on a few things I like to discuss in a tag. These are questions I have been asked about on several occasions so here goes.
1. Are you a sub or a Dom/top? I am a switch which means I can go either way, I started out as a top now ‘m here lol!
2. Do you like girls? I have never really been with a woman, I do look at woman and I am attracted to women as long as they are confident, I mean not that fakeass confidence though. You know the kind that can’t say thank you if you compliment them, they say some dumb shit like I know I’m cute or I’m too sexy for blah, blah, blah….bitch just say thank you! Who you trying to convince. Yourself? The kind of female that hate on all your shit, but soon as you do something they trying to top it lol. If you post an album they got to post an album….shit like that. I can’t stand them fakeass bitches lol
3. What kind of men do you like? I like intelligent men, dominant men, father figure types, employed men…..lol, confident men, focused on more than just sex, but freaky in the bedroom type men, men that know how to treat their woman like a queen, funny with a sense of humor, men that care about their hygiene, that smell good, men that brush their teeth lol I know that may sound abstruse but some men don’t gaf bout brushing,, they walking around with yuk mouth and teeth yellow like butter lol, men that are true disciplinarians that know when to discipline, not just when they feel like it but are consistent…if I have to tell you chances are you’re not a real disciplinarian. I need a true disciplinarian not no sex-craved ass vanilla who think he’s fooling somebody!
4. Videos I like-otk’s, dd, beltings, strappings, good lecturing because that brings the point home a lot faster, and somewhat allows you to acknowledge your transgressions while you hear them during a spanking.
5. Preferred implements- thick soft leather belts, hands, plastic bath-brushes, hairbrushes, straps…..i hate paddles made from wood!!!! And canes send me crying for my life! Don’t do extension cords fuck that!
6. How long have you been living the DD lifestyle- hmmm about 25 years! Lol since I was 18 years old.
7. Do I spank women? Ummm yeah!!!! Check I out I have videos!
8. Do I spank men? I started spanking men first lol
9. Hobbies- cooking, shopping, reading, sewing, gardening and being put across a man’s knee!
10. Goals-to finish my bachelor’s degree, then my master’s in education, education, education, buy big house and a silver jaguar with candy red leather interior
11. Eye color-hazel not that fake ass contact shit lol
12. Race-Boricua/morena lol I’m black and Puerto-Rican
13. Shoe size-8 and half baby!
14. Height- 5ft 9 hunty!
15. Weight-208 but I carry it well lol thicker than a snicker!!!!
16. Fav pet- cute yorkies, or pit-bulls, Oscar fish
17. Favorite foods to eat-Spanish food, fish,
18. To go to drink of choice-lemon water other drinks-tea
19. Favorite panties- I prefer boy shorts because I have a lot of ass, but I will wear string bikinis and thongs as well
20. Do I find it hard to submit because I am a switch- sometimes when I get angry? But the right man can definitely keep me sub-happy and grounded! Well just thought I would share these things with yal…hope all you spanko’s enjoy your day! Xoxoxoxo TyGrr
p.s could you ever submit to a woman------nope!!!!
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I have not had any problems with insomnia in 9 months. So why tonight? I have to be up at 5:30 and at work at 7:00, then another job around 10:00. GRRRRRRRR!!
I made a self-spanking video, but I've no way to post it, due to my computer died last summer, and I've not been able to replace it. :-(
I warmed up with my brush, then used my belt and the buckle, ending with the paddle. I'm not sure exactly how many licks with each implement I gave myself, but the video is 16 minutes.
Well guess I'm going to try and get to sleep. I think I know what needs to be done.
Masters PlayGround ..
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Hey ST friends! This is totally random and probably makes me sound very silly or naive, but until I googled what a switch was yesterday, I had no idea. All these headlines about the Vikings football player disciplining his son with a switch made me curious as to what it actually was. As it turns out, it's a tree branch? I was completely unaware you can discipline with a tree branch. Like, you just go out and break one off of a tree and you're good to go? I'm fascinated yet mind boggled. So of course I came on here in hopes that I could understand it a little better. Thoughts?
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Views: 94 · Added: 4 days ago
this video just me talking to all ladies on here i know my voice sound werid i dont sound like that in person just letting female know i enjoy being spanked and how i been looking for female to punish me
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She is hungry
Hungry in her desire
Hungry in her desire for life
She is hungry in her desire
For something more to fill her up
She is hungry
Her hunger doesn't stop with age, with children, with her body
Her hungar is in her desire
She tries to repress her desire
Pushing it away
Trying to release it
Trying to tolerate it
Pretending it isn't real
Pretending it isn't her
Pretending it isn't necessary
Then she realizes
Is what she needs to keep her fire burning
To stoke the embers of life
To invigorate the flames of
Hunger is her life
Hunger is primal desire
Hunger is passion
Hunger is purpose
Hunger fulfills her in a way that only
Those who succumb to it can ever
It doesn't matter what has happened
It doesn't matter what they think
It doesn't matter
She is not selfish
She gives from the hunger
She gives herself
She gives love
She gives peace from the banquet of desire.
I love being a submissive!!!
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The pain is what turns me on. The dominance in my disciplinarians voice and the punishmet of a spanking is what I learn from.
An erotic spanking for me would be daddy requesting sexual favors, spanking me when I refuse, spanking me each time into doing all the naughty things he wants me to, while he teases me, and telling me how he is going to stick his big cock in my little kitty.